Sobriety…

It is defined as “the state of being sober”, but for me, not drinking has been one of the easiest parts of discovering what that “word”, would become to mean to me.

In the beginning, Alcoholics Anonymous was a major part of what got me sober, but I knew in order to stay there I would have to learn how to create my life. A life lived from a space that is actually true for me.

Here’s where the tools of Access Consciousness come in, and although I’d had, and used these tools for the previous ten years to the best of my ability, I was never truly willing to commit to me.

One of the first things I began to choose differently was integrity. I started to look at not only what was true for me, but what I was trying to see others as, that was not true for them. The second was accountability. I began to acknowledge I was choosing it all and if anything was to change I’d have to start making different choices.

It’s taken me a while, but along the way I began to see the gift in all of it. Judging your choices is easy. What is not so easy is to dust yourself off, pull up your socks and choose again.

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One of the first things I began to choose differently was integrity. I started to look at not only what was true for me, but what I was trying to see others as, that was not true for them. The second was accountability. I began to acknowledge I was choosing it all and if anything was to change I’d have to start making different choices.

It’s taken me a while, but along the way I began to see the gift in all of it. Judging your choices is easy. What is not so easy is to dust yourself off, pull up your socks and choose again.

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Episode 5 - Exploring Your Unique Journey - Beyond Rules, Regrets, Logic and Linearity

In this episode we talk about choosing for you, no matter the judgements you receive for it. And how being the source for the creation of your life takes you on a unique journey that is beyond logic, linearity & beyond what you can figure out.

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Episode 4 - What if you're not Wrong, What if you're Potent as F#uck? 

In this episode we talk about the lies we have been taught to validate & live from, the biggest one of them all being that we are powerless & somehow flawed beings. Also about how many addicts are using their addiction as a gate master, making sure they never unleash themselves & what they have decided is evil & destructive about them.

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Episode 3 - True caring, Tough love & Brutal honesty with Self 

In this episode me & Gary Douglas have a very honest conversation about the beginning of my sobriety & how he was the catalyst for the biggest (and most uncomfortable change) I’ve ever undertaken.
Sometimes true caring is tough love, something that Gary was willing to deliver that I now know saved my life…

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Episode 2 - Addiction, Awareness & the Spirit World

In this episode me & Shannon talk about entity awareness & addiction & how drugs and alcohol is one of the most common ways to suppress your awareness (including awareness of the spirit world). Many addicts have a lot of psychic abilities & capacities that they haven’t been allowed to have & are shutting down. Drugs & alcohol is one of the socially acceptable suppressor of the awareness that doesn’t fit or match.

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Episode 1 - One Step in a Different Direction

In the beginning of my journey of sobriety I could only see & judge my addiction as a weakness. It has not been an easy path to walk on since then but with the help of these amazing tools I can today acknowledge addiction to be one of my greatest strengths.

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